Yeah I met Saturn, alright. It was as
though she had a crystal into my very
soul. But I cried horrible bitter tears
of recognition because of the stark
reality w/which Liz portrayed my
childhood. (Of course 12th house H2O
cusp, w/a Saturn Scorp(R). These very
tears became tears of relief because I
realized that I was not insane. That it
was not my imagination. My childhood was
written in small glyphs that a handfull
could decipher. Easy enough to see, you
just had to have the courage to look @
it. To look into the houses of the
family, takes so much courage. 12, 8
& 4. All the things which makes up
our belief patterns is the heart of
Saturn. All those schedules &
routines that we don't question. (Even
the different stages of life.
Biology--Western Medicine)All the things
that we think will always continue to go
on, in the same manner, if it is to have
any longevity, must evolve and change, it
must go on to the next level or face
destruction. But it means destroying all
those things that we hold sacred in our
lives.
The dysfunctional motivations that I
watched transfixed as a child, now in
horror, were being expressed thru my own
life. My inheirtance, etc.. I learned
that my inheirtance is not just DNA. It's
a psychological stance that's imprinted
w/in your subsconscious as soon as you
greet the world, fresh from the womb. If
you're lucky, & truly honest
w/yourself & keep digging, (simply
because you're just in so much pain, that
not to do so, is more harmful in the long
run) you may actaully find yourself. All
it takes a willingness to strip away the
mask of the parental unit. & many
times this stripping can take on a brutal
aspect. Simply because our parents
represent primal energy. The raw energy,
the desire, the need to survive.
This book more than any other really
set me on a path of reading a chart from
a psychological stance as opposed to a
"fated destiny" whereby you
would have no other future other than the
one designated by our parents.
Lest we forget, the exposure as
children, our very nakedness. (there are
only 2 other times in which we are so
vulnerable & needy in our lives, one
is when we fall in love. The final time
is when we are old & need others to
help us take care of us. The same way we
came in, needy & unable to take care
of ourselves.) The will to survive comes
later. 1st & foremost is the desire
to survive which feeds the will. Another
reason it hurts is because our society
loves to pay homage to
"experts" read
"gods". & who is above a
god? To strip our parents from the very
core of your being is to embrace your
godhood. You ability to create on this
plane. It is our foundation that is
rocked. In looking @ your parents thru
the lens of this planet, you meet your
destiny. Never to be controlled by it or
anything else again.
Liz Greene is a great writer. She
writes about astrology with the comfort
and ease of a novelist. She is warm,
intelligent and insightful and that comes
through on every page. Her more or less
psychological views of astrology may not
be for everyone, but her explanation of
this planet is brilliant and cohesive.
Liz Greene goes away from the basic
dualities of "benefic and
malefic" to shine a more adult light
on Saturn. There is much more to the
planet than "bad or good" and
Ms. Greene gives the details in a manner
that is a joy to read.